i lov vince lok~~

new hairstyle~~^^

but this new hairstyle make the person that important to me be sad..

sorry..

important person >> vince lok

what happen?

dear..sorry for that i cannot sms with u..
sorry that i didn't accompany u these days..
sorry that i'm busy these days..
sorry..

these days u like dun wan and dun like to tell me anything..
i know..i'm not important in yr heart..
maybe i juz a stranger or a normal friend..
nvm la..
u dun like me or u like another girl dy..i still love u..
juz do what u like la..no need to care about my feeling la..
vince lok! i lov u forever only and always..

闷

今天去学校还书。。
好闷哦！！
唉。。今天好paisei 哦。。
今天学校给我们form 3 的做心理测验。。说什么要我们知道自己的性格。=.=
无聊到。。
做第二个心理测验的时候。。他是关于颜色的。。有四种颜色。。金色，青色，蓝色，橙色。。
我做到结果是蓝色。。很少人拿到蓝色。。老师就找到我。。我的是蓝色。。他就叫我出去。。
解答是蓝色是代表：unik, romantic, kasih sayang...还有其他的我忘了。。嘻嘻^^
大家都望着我啊。。好paisei 哦！！ T.T 唉。。我站在前面好像傻的酱。。幸好你不在~不然你一定一直笑我的。。嘻嘻^^

电话坏了啦。。不能和你信息。。好想念你哦。。

泪

我昨天晚上又哭了。。我觉得你不再爱我了。。平时你都会接我电话。。但昨天你盖我电话。。还一直不给我打给你。。我猜你一定是哭了。。你告诉我你要睡了。。你很久都没告诉我你要睡了。。每次都在信息时睡着。。最近你都好像不在乎我了。。你知道我不开心你也不会问了。。也不会疼回我。。而我每次都没告诉你。。也不问。。心里就一直帮你找理由。。告诉自己你可能不舒服。。不开心。。没有心情或者很忙吧。。我想起上一次的梦。。我梦见你在我面前拖着另一个女生的手丢下我，离开我。。我很怕这个梦回出现在我的现实生活中。。我真得很怕。。想着想着。。泪慢慢的流下。。不知不觉地睡着了。。

今早，我又哭了。。你好像不喜欢我了。。不理我了。。不在乎我了。。眼泪不停的流下。。我没告诉你我在哭。。但你也没问。。你只是叫我不要伤心。。我一直想。。你的心里还有我吗？我不懂。。我只知道。。我只会让你伤心。。让你哭。。如果我离开你。。也许你会比较开心吧。。没有我。。你也不会怎么样。。只是少了一个烦你的人罢了。。那我会怎样？。。哭一个星期吗？。。你可以没有我。。但我不能没有你。。但如果你真的想离开我。。我会祝福你。。

domo- kun^^

i found him juz now..he is so cute!! haha^^

chocolates~

永远

老公。。

不管发生什么事。。

我都不会离开你！！

我会在你身边直到你不再喜欢我为止！！

我爱你！！

我不要你离开我！！

我也不要离开你！！

我爱你！！

今天好糗哦！！

给crystal 和他男朋友看到了。。

好paisei oh..

干吗你们要偷看啦。。

我的脸今天真的红得像草莓那样。。

好糗哦！！

haiz..

who am i?

who am i?..

am i yr girlfriend?..

am i yr friend?..

or i juz only a stranger in yr heart?..

am i important in yr heart?

or yr heart is belong to someone but that is not me?

eXaM

代价

我真想知道我到底得罪我姑丈的弟弟的儿子哪里呀？！
为什么我要付出代价？！
为什么他要告诉我妈？！
难道他真的是头大没脑？！脑大生草吗？！他真的是个贱人！！
他根本没有资格说我！！他自己也瞒着他爸到cc 玩啦！！
我没有跟他爸讲已经算好了啦！！真的是死笨蛋！！
真想拿着一把刀追着他来砍！！我告诉我弟弟。。他还叫我拿斧头呢？！
他真的是令人讨厌！！怪不得所有人都讨厌他！！连他的表妹也讨厌他啊！！
真的是不会自我反省！！没有用的死笨蛋！！我恨死你了！！

Tears..

yesterday i cry 4 times..

it is a very very sad day..

i juz feel that u dun lov me anymore..

when i tell u that i'm crying u juz like dun care about me..and juz say u'r sad too..

last time if i tell u that i cry..u will be very worry and keep asking me dun cry dun cry..

but now u didn't say it again..

i'm sad for a whole day..

u still love me? hope that i can read yr heart..and know what r u thinking..

痛苦的羡慕

我的天啊！！我好想念你。。
今天是第二天你不能和我信息了。。
跟你信息时。。我每一秒都觉得你就在我的身边。。
但现已不如以前。。我就得好孤单。。好寂寞。。
今天补习后。。我就走路回家。。
路途中，我朋友的女朋友打给他，为他在做什么？。。
我真的有点羡慕他们。。
因为我不能像他们一样，可以联络对方。。关心对方。。
我有点痛苦。。我很想念你啊！！
为什么有时你最亲的人就偏偏是被判你的人？！

our relationship..

dear..what happen to us these days?..
these days u'r sad..
and i'm sad too..
i hope that we just like last time..
i hope that u can be happy everday..

can i keep doing tat?

i'm sad..
it is a sad day..
these days u keep doing something that make me sad..
but if u do that will make u happy then i dun care about it..
i dun wan to tell u what i think bcuz i dun wan u to feel that u dun hav any freedom..
i wan u to be happy everyday..so i dun wan to tell u what i feel and what i think..
my heart is always yours..but i scare that my heart will break someday..
i almost cry everyday..
i cry yesterday..
i cry today..
tears make my phone and my towel to become wet..
i love u..please dun betray me..
i won't betray u and won't leave u no matter what happen..my heart is always yours..
your heart is ..

JuZz OnLy fOr U..

VinceLok, look here!! i love u forever..
wherever u go..
whatever u do..
i still love u..
i love u forever..
i won't leave u..

i'm happy and feel save when u'r right beside me..
if u leave me..my tears will non- stop dropping from my eyes..
please dun leave me..

today's science~ *galaxy

Spiral~

Neutron star~

-formed after supernova of a large star

Black hole

-formed after supernova of a super large star

Aurora~

-cause by solar wind

我的感受+今天

今天
开心，今天我不能拥有你。。
伤心，为何今天我要遇见你。。
忍耐，是我今天的主题。。

我的感受
今天与前天。。
我的眼眶里的泪水正等着我还他没自由。。
我对镜子说。。不哭！不哭！
我不想让您知道我的感受。。
所以我说了谎话。。
对不起。。

juz for u..

My Heart Is Only For Vince!!

dear..lao gong..i lov u only..and i miss u only..why don't believe me?!
i believe u but why u don't believe me?..if u dun wanna believe me..its okay to not believe..

dear..this is for u..

When I first met you
I never imagined that
I would have such strong feeling for you
I never thought that I would have dreams about you
Or miss being by your side
When someone mentions your name
When first met you
I never would’ve thought that
I would love you
I always love you
This all is for you my dear..
i dun wan anyone to be in my heart..
i juz wan u to be in my heart..
my heart is always yours..
what i write is what i think..
i won't betray u.. i lov u..
at the end..i juz wan to tell u..u'r always in my heart..

日记

看着日记上一行行的字。。

想起真的后悔了。。

后悔当初为什么不听朋友言。。

如今真的伤心在眼前。。

今天，我把日记里以前所写下来的事。。一张张地撕掉。。

看着垃圾桶里五颜六色的纸张碎。。真像一把火把他们烧了。。

真希望现在单纯的我永远地在我的生活上消失掉！！

痛苦的回忆让我恨不得立刻把我自己杀了！

因为我的过去！

让你担心。。

因为我的过去！

让你伤了心。。

因为我的过去！

让你对我失去了信心。。

我脸上的泪痕因你而流下。。

我手上的伤因恨我自己而受伤。。

我的心永远都属于你。。

juz hope that u didn't tell me this b4..

李敏瑜！！我讨厌你！！

missing u..

不舍得离开你。。

我明天要去bali 五天。。我不舍得离开你。。虽然只是离开那五天。。我会很想念你的！！
我会时时刻刻都想起你！！今天是我们最后一天见面。。要过五天才能再看到你。。真希望今天还是星期三。。真希望今天能像星期三那样。。
我爱你！！你看到了吗？！我爱你！我真的爱你！！我不要离开你！！
真希望每天都能看到你。。
今天。。我和你道别时。。真的有点想哭。。但我不敢。。我没用。。
真希望我离开前能给你一个拥抱。。一个吻。。
我也会一直记得星期三你给的拥抱。。你给我的吻。。我不会忘记的。。
真希望现在你就在我隔壁陪着我。。牵我的手。。安慰我。。帮我擦掉脸上的眼泪。。
答应我。。一定要想我。。不会离开我。。好吗？。。

Juz wanna say sorry..

Bao En..

sorry for the joke..i dun mean to make u angry..sorry la..i promise next time i won't lie u again la..sorry la..talk to me la..bother me la..play with me la..i miss yr voice leh..forgive me la..please..

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baoen..forgive me la..

my decison..and...

i make a decision today..
i won't leave u no matter what happen..
bcoz i lov u..

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i feel sad and no mood these days..juz wanna cry..dear..u like dun wanna bother me like tat..sms with u..u like dun wanna chat and no mood to chat with me..u still lov me?..

KiSs^^

i'm so happy yesterday!! coz i get my kiss!!

haha^^ so sweet la~~hehe^^

i keep thinking that kiss..i will remember it..and won't forget that second!!

hehe^^i lov u dear!! lov u forever and not for ever..

Sorry..

Sorry..

today i wanna say sorry to my dear..

coz i make him feel sad..

sorry dear..

i juz only lov u..

hope u can always be happy and not angry or sad..

if u angry and sad..i will be sad too..

HaPpY bIrThDaY ^^

saturday is dear's birthday~
i gave him a wallet as a present..
i scare he dun like it..but he told me tat he like it^^
so happy~hehe
saturday i hang out with my dear..
we watch terminator salvation!! so cool!! haha
when i watch that movie..dear sit beside me..and then i lie on his shoulder..i feel very happy!!
hehe and then he lie on my head..that time..i really feel that it is very romantic..and sweet~~
hehe^^lie on his shoulder i feel got 安全感..i like it..hope that next time i can lie on his shoulder again..but he dun dare to hold my hands..i will wait for him to hold my hand!! haha!! so happy la!!

Thank you dear.....
I love u....

! CrAzY ! &#$@^&%

oh no!! i gonna b crazy dy la!!
this saturday i will hang out with my dear..and his frenz..
but all boys leh..no girls..i'm the only girl..hope sueannie can accompany me la..haiz..
if i hang out with my dear without girls..i sure will be very boring 1 la..and paisei..summore if they don't bother me..i just like a stupid dum dum..
haiz..how?!

miss

i hate holidays la yor!!

i hate it !!!

i miss my frenz and my dear ah!!

i can't c u all ah!!

i'm going to be crazy la yor!!! miss u all so much especially my dear..and sueannie!!!